missing my son is it so wrong to want to be a normal mum

[emma2014]

IM going through a court case for my son the final hearing is next month the new parenting assessment is really positive but the court Dr has diagnosed me with traits of borderline personality disorder and recommended at least 18 months of intense therapy and that my son wnt be safe in my care until the therapy is over i haven't self harmed or taken an overdose for over a year now i have matured a lot